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The Unspoken Words

by KAIN

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1.
Acid 08:17
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Aaahh... I feel something inside of me It takes its toll and it’s festering Black fumes are pouring through my being I’ve got to do something I feel my heart bloating, it hurts I think it is going to explode robbing me, my humanity and eating me from the inside I feel it take its toll on me I have no fail-safe, release for the acid that consumes me It all builds up and wears me down Festering with hate and grief now Twisted into a writhing wretch All I can think to do now is try ‘n leak it out, slowly it’s not working! To end your life, to plunge the knife deep in your chest And twist the blade and then let fate lay you to rest Puncture my veins, leak it away, find some relief leak out the hate, leak out the strain, I don’t want to be this ends now! Hello again, my dear old friend I see you’re working your way inside Curled in the fetal position I am trying to ride it out It has left me alone for now But that doesn’t mean that I won I basically just waited for it to take what it wanted from me I let it take what it wanted from me I hate you, you fucker! I fucking hate myself! Is that what you wanted? Is that what you fucking wanted? I have been scarred inside and manipulated by the harbored acid I have kept all this time It does me no damn good I want to get rid of it now throw it all out you can just say goodbye GOODBYE!
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Resurfacing 03:41
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One little word, that’s all that it takes, it triggers All I’ve let in and I sink down again You’ve stuck another nail into my side, and now all my wounds are bleeding I guess I’ll keep it locked where no one can see it I’ve got so much to hide It’s all rotting inside It’s all rotting… inside! Seclude myself to a darkened corner I… don’t… feel… right I guess I’ll keep it locked where no one can see it I’ve got so much to hide It’s all rotting inside all those things… you say to me! Everything you say to me make those things resurface! Everything you say to me remind me why I’m worthless! What am I to you? Oh God, it’s coming back again it’s coming back again BACK AGAIN! Anguished! Distressed! Depressed! Repressed! Not worth a shit as a human Being! Everything you say to me make those things resurface! Everything you say to me remind me why I’m worthless! Resur…FACING! RESURFACING! RESURFACING! RESURFACING! RESURFACING! AHH!
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You 02:31
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You! What is wrong with you? Me! That’s what you say to me I! Don’t know why Hate! Me! With everything! Love! You! That’s what I do Or at least I try to I! could live my separate life You! I wouldn’t care what you do Me! What’s inside of me? Hate! Me! With everything! Love! You! That’s what I do Or at least I try to We could be… eternally… together… But you push me away! You frustrate me with everything you say I’m tired of this meaningless hate You! You!! YOU!!! YOUU!!!! YOOUUU!!!!
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Nothing Left 03:21
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Say goodbye to all those bedtime lullabies that kept you asleep at night They’ve all died Nothing left to wake for in the morning How many days will go by? Oh! There is nothing left! There is no more hope! Nothing! There is nothing left! No more tears to shed! Weeping for something that has gone that was never yours Weeping Now! you will see what it means to live meaninglessly like in a dream Nothing left to wake for in the morning How many days will go by? Oh! There is nothing left! There is no more hope! Nothing! There is nothing left! No more tears to shed! Weeping for something that has gone that was never yours Weeping Now! what will you do about it? Will you cry like a little bitch? Or fight for what is right? I think I’ll take the latter There is nothing left! There is no more hope! Nothing! There is nothing left! No more tears to shed! Weeping for something that has gone that was never yours Weeping Now!
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Falling Away from Me 03:30
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I have been struggling with this dilemma of mine whether I’m less fortunate or a bitch, I can’t decide My depression, anger sways me to the former but the house I live in sways me to the latter I have known people who have fallen far from grace and others, who can’t see the good things in their face where does that put me? I’m in the middle of everything then is it right? is my anger justified? Or am I bitching and moaning about NOTHING!? I feel like the world is falling away from me But why should I? when it’s all, right beneath my feet? uh! where does that leave me? where does that leave me? I feel like the world is falling away from me where does that leave meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! confused have I just refused to accept the truth? exaggerated a decimated life in my mind is it as easy as they make it out to be? all that it takes is that you make the decision And go for it! I feel like the world is falling away from me But why should I? when it’s all, right beneath my feet? uh! where does that leave me? where does that leave me? I feel like the world is falling away from me where does that leave meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! but why? why? why!? WHY!? WHYYYYYYYYYYY!
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The Enemy 03:06
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Hey, it’s that weird kid from across the street There he goes again, doing his screams No regard for those around him What will we do about it? What will we do about it? What will we do ABOUT IT? I’m the enemy screaming nasty things! I’ll be on your T.V. brainwash all your teens! If you think you can censor me, you’re dead wrong If you think you can censor me, you’re dead wrong You’re more wrong than I thought you were x3 You’re more wrong THAN YOU’LL EVER KNOW! I’m the enemy screaming nasty things! I’ll be on your T.V. brainwash all your teens! Are you afraid of me? Are you afraid of me? Are you afraid of me? ARE YOU AFRAID OF ME? GOOD! I’m the enemy screaming nasty things! I’ll be on your T.V. brainwash all your teens! Whatcha gonna do bitches? Whatcha gonna do bitches? Whatcha gonna do bitches? Whatcha gonna do bitches?
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Here I Go Again 03:19
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I, should know and yet I don’t even know Why, have I preoccupied my simple mind? I, should know where this isn’t going to go I, don’t mind If all this stays inside my mind I like the way it sounds cuz I don’t know what I’m doing but I like where this is going so here I go again here I go again I, have kept a lot of ideas in my head I, really can’t make them all reality I, do try to fight and keep them all alive I, I need Some kind of expert about dreams I like to lie to me cuz I don’t know what I’m doing but I like where this is going so here I go again here I go again I like to lie to me I don’t know why I lie to me I’d like to know why I like to lie to me Why I Lie WHY? CUZ I don’t know what I’m doing but I like where this is going so here I go again here I go again don’t know what I’m doing but I like where this is going so here I go again here I go again
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Hate and Misery 03:16
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Why, have I filled my life with, all these memories? I, can’t recall one time with, without misery Since I was born, always abhorred I never felt, something other than hell! Hate! Misery! My friends for eternity! Hate! Misery! When will I be free? Why, have I filled my life by, hating everything? This, anger consumes me I, begin to transform I’m tired of my life I’m always taking shit It always brings me down Down, down, into the ground Pain, my friend Aching again Pain, my friend Aching again Hate! Misery! My friends for eternity! Hate! Misery! When will I be free? Hate! Misery! My friends for eternity!
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Stranger 03:41
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Sitting calmly watching the screen, naive my mind just now rid of the scene, deceived How could I have known I was wrapped tightly, in the witch’s arms? There had been a knock at the gate, boom, boom the color had then left my face, pallid Through the peek-hole he could be seen oh, how things were once serene! I was told it was a stranger, the biggest lie of my life We turned off every single light darkness then blanketed the night I thought that we were safe but my fate I could not escape The orb rattled and shook his access was all it took He managed to tear it down then we laughed and we cried we all felt good inside we had been he had been home again but it did not last, the forces came red and blue lights, the walls they stained they took his hands, I was mortified I struggled with, what I had seen it had been the queen the one who protected me Now I see where I’ve been all along Now I see what I must do… I know what I must do! You have made it clear now! I must fight! I must live! I just might! I just might! I just might! I just might win!
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Caught in the Middle 06:40
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Where have I gone wrong? Where did the passion go? Now I don’t know who... know to whom I should turn Who knows best for me? Who can make me happy? I’ve been hurt in the past can I let it all go? for my own sake can I trust again? Would that be wise? Can they be trusted? I’ve seen what they can do do I really want to go down that route again? On one hand… on the other On one hand… on the other I want to embrace but I don’t know who I feel like I’ve been made into such a giant fool caught in the middle I’m spinning and spinning around and around I can’t decide Where should I go? how should I know? It takes its toll This damned divide lost why? I want to embrace but I don’t know who I feel like I’ve been made into such a giant fool
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Tantalizing 01:16
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WHY! DOES! It have to be so goddamn hard to grab an opportunity when it comes up? I wish I could grab it by the balls and PULL!!!! I reach out my hand, but you always back away It’s tantalizing me an’ Maybe I should try harder or maybe I should just fucking GIVE UP! I can’t believe! I can’t believe! I’ve let every chance slip away!
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Trapped 05:03
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Why can’t I find how to touch you? Why do you have to be so far away? When you sit right in front of me I feel like I have something to say I inhale air to say the words I choke, choke on the air itself my throat closes and dries up I’m choking on my love for you Why can’t I find how to reach you? Why do you have to be on the outside? When I’m inside, inside this hole that I have dug myself into I’m walled up and barricaded holding me against my own will It’s physically impossible It feels like my mouth is sown shut I’m forming a word and I stop I beg me not to say a thing I’m a lot stronger than I am I tend to get in my own way each time that I intend to speak I punch me in the goddamned face Bleeding, I ignore it that time I trip me, kick me in the ribs I can’t get up, I’m only afraid that I’ll end up hurting myself but I’m really hurting inside I’m trapped inside my feeble self God, how I hate this damned prison To the sky I yell my curses But it is all in these verses You’ll never hear a word of it

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released August 1, 2018

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